out of sorts is really the only thing I can think of. Not good, not bad. Not happy, not sad. No where near as "content" as a week or so ago. But not drowning or swimming up stream like when a really bad wave hits. Just sort of not good, but not totally bad.
And I guess in the broad spectrum of the last 5 years that is a good thing. Things can happen now, that bring me down a bit, but I don't get swept under and struggle to even catch my breath. At least not always. I am not naive enough to think that the big waves won't still come crashing at times. But, I'm taking this as a positive. Oh yes I would love to feel as good as I did 2 weeks ago, but I am happy to be plodding along, floundering a bit but not being pulled under.
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